A letter to my past .
The promise was a forever, it’s been 1 month now but life goes on. But I can’t learn how to go back into the world which u found me.
Want you to know that you are my favourite human on earth then, I prayed so hard that u stick to ur promises and stay not for me but for sirach, Nathaniel and joan. Anyway I promise to keep my promise to moan you for as long as I can, for as long as possible. I honestly am scared that if I move on I might forget all the memories we shared, am scared that you might come back one day and discover I moved on.
But God dosn’t lie, so I don’t doubt his words. Maybe u have forgotten what he told u, and what you stronghold was. But it’s hard for me to forget. Nevertheless am glad it was you, and am glad it’s hard for me to forget you because I don’t want to.
Anytime I read a book and come across your names I smile with gladness in my heart. I wish you could hold my hands again and tell me I have lots of potential to unleash and give me more reasons to look towards life every morning. Ok well, I hope you are at peace where you are and you don’t feel sad anymore. I pray fate brings you back to earth, back to Omah but then I have high expectations always.
You honestly are the definition of My MR PERFECT 💯 my motivation, my prayer warrior and everything in between. But then I hold a stand and am trying to embrace freedom, I can’t even find joy within the freedom. If it’s the will of God so be it.
POV: To my dear readers, love is a beautiful thing, embrace it and enjoy it while it last but if it gets so toxic please move on, it’s hard but not impossible 🙏
Xoxo 💕
MEDMIMI 