There’s a sacroiliac joint between forgiveness and revenge
A strong feeling i get in my synovial joints to share the pain he caused me.
To ensure it reaches every edge of his veins and vessels.
But a gentle dove 🕊 I have become, to crave peace seem to be a brand new feature in me.
As gentle as a flowing hill-top, not to let my anger sink in me for as long as 7 hrs.
The heaviness and bitterness anger comes with, and guilt to pay back and not go down without a fight.
An unnecessary feelings from the devil
As he is casually laughing behind my back as I self harm to let go of my pain, because I have choosen not to hurt my oppressors
But come to think of it , does it ever end? The feeling of pain and emotional anxiety?
The reassurance I get from speaking to my maker, counsellor and comforter, A feeling that says the storm is strong but I AM HERE TO CALM IT ALL DOWN. Now sleep my child, and be at peace for vengeance is of the LORD and FORGIVENESS IS DIVINE 🔮.
MEDMIMI 