Reflection

It’s a new month in few mins…

Seating in my room, and smilking so hard, it says that time heals. Heyyyy! It’s been 9 months already. Have I healed from the pain and trauma yet? Oh well i guess I can confidently say I have lost interest. In everything we loved to do together. I have unlocked new personalities in my self that I am learning to understand each day.

Proud of my recovery and the time so far. Do I miss you? Do I miss those moments? I am sorry 🙏 but I just don’t care about that past. I have gotten better hiding away those feelings and living my present.  9 months, looking forward to finishing the year without you. Remember last December, lol 😂 those words we said to each other, daily texting, promises and vows. Rings a bell right?  This December I’d be doing it with someone else… sike 😂 am done moarning those feelings, done crying over spilled milk. Done watering a dry soil.

Can’t wait to send out my IV soon, ensuring you receive it. Just saying time dosnt heal but God does. I loved you. And those memories are out in my trash it’s time to proceed with a new beginning.  Happy New months to my future 🔮.  AND MAY THE OLD MOON AND IT CURSES COME TO AN END IN MY LIFE AND MAY THE NEW MOON AND IT BLESSINGS COME TO A MANIFESTATION IN MY LIFE. AMEN