Holding special memories of everything we shared.
It’s been a long while, I feel a lot of things, lol teenagers feel right, in the echoes of the universe and how lonely each stars feels I just want to tell you that I don’t think I’d ever forget you. I promise I am healed and ready to love again
But my room hunt me sometimes, the school, audit, Awka, jupeb hall everywhere reminds me of all the memories we had. I still feel your warm kisses even when your mouth stinks every morning after night class, lol, I remember all like it was yesterday, the feelings don’t go away , sometimes I hate you and thank God we didn’t last but most times I wish we end up together someday, like you tell me you never stoped loving me, how hard it was to let go, how hard it still is and everything,
If all stars could align it would make a big impact on the night sky , we would draw lots of stories from each star alignment. But it seems our stars would never align so with each feelings and write a poem about you even if you would never get to read it.
I’d be leaving soon, leaving the place we made the best memories together, distance would creep in like darkness, we would never have anything to talk about even if we get to say hi, then gradually distance would become miles then states aparts and eventually different continents .
I’d miss you so deeply, I’d tell Omah and Sirach about you, that you were meant to be their dad but it won’t happen. And lastly i’d tell my future partner how my high school love was. My first lover, I have been in love before but I have never felt this way for anyone, there’s so much difference, if wishes were tears I’d make an ocean right now .
I don’t know if I can be present for you, I don’t know if I was, I fight the fact that you poured into me but I never helped you grow, you were always ready to help me but there wasn’t any help you needed from me. My Mr perfect.
No one would believe I met Mr perfect but sike there’s no happy ending to that story. A last hug I crave, one day, someday or maybe never. I’d keep fighting for you from a distance even if the sun never comes out even if it never shines on me. You meant the world to me my psalm 45 vs 2 .
MEDMIMI 