Are you holding a grudge? About?
I won’t call it a grudge, because I see myself accepting and letting go. I am at ease now, funny, though, I have chosen to let the past slide and ignore the hurts. Forgive myself and forgive they tha hurt me . That’s the essence of “Our Lords prayer” right? . Yh, I am walking on the narrow path and eyes focused ,gazing at what future I wish to have. Ignoring or my big dreams and taking life as it seems. Forgetting totally the past even when a recall a moment as I walk through memory lane. I shut my eyes and heart wispery some reassuring phases.
“It’s all in the past”, “he didn’t mean to hurt you”, “she wasn’t really aware of how much pain she brought you then”, “he never really cared” “his not coming back again to hurt you”,”you are free from his clutchs”. And I open my eyes and smile because the holyspirt is within me and my future is be planned by my creator. Optimistic about the pain I felt was a lesson to teach me what I need to avoid in my future and what lesson learnt, that those pain have no power over me . Not any more.
I feel no grudge, I feel placid, and at ease that I can now proceed to the next chapter of my life.
Above all Thanks to my creator
